Books & Music

Books & Media

These books and media are roughly in chronological order from the first ones I found and read to the most recent.  I know that for blogs and most lists reverse chronological order is often used.  My blog, for example, is reverse, most recent at the top.  But in my Journey, when I was most desperate, the books God put before me are listed first to give someone else who doesn’t know where to start, a place to start.

For the most part I don’t endorse making “deals” with God.  You know the kind, “If you get me out of this, God, I’ll be a good boy” (for about two minutes).  But I’ll tell you about a deal I made with Him so you can know why some of these books are on this list.  It’s an odd list.  At least I think so.  I told God that I would read whatever resources came my way if He would make sure they were taking me down the path HE wanted me to take.  There are some books on this list that before I came back to Him I would never have read.  Ever.  NO WAY.  And yet they came into my possession, some in very unusual ways, so I am keeping up my end of the deal.  And He has broadened my hope.  Broadened my understanding of Him.  Deepened my Love for Him.  Even placed me in a church where I would have been so uncomfortable before.  Now look.  Lynn and I are part of a ministry reaching out to men and women dealing with addiction and the incredible fallout.  Like I said, I don’t endorse making deals with God but I made mine out of trust (a very difficult thing for me at the time) and said, “I’ll read it.  You guide me.”

There are some absolutely stunning and incredible books and media in this list.  If you’re not sure, don’t judge.  They’re here because God put them in front of me.  That’s a powerful recommendation.  I pray you find help (and hope) here.

Note: This is not technical APA style, the style with which I’m most familiar.  This is my format.  It’s functional and still gives credit where credit is most definitely due.

The Holy Bible – GOD.  Pick a version you like or use several.  I compare because some versions are big on head stuff and textual accuracy and others are big on heart stuff and emotion of the text.  You need both.  I use the YouVersion app a lot.  My five versions of choice on YouVersion, in order, are Tree of Life Version, Amplified Bible, New International Version, The Passion Translation and Young’s Literal Translation.

Pure Desire, revised and updated – Dr. Ted Roberts (Grand Rapids, MI: Bethany House edition, 2014)

Conquer series, The Battle Plan for Purity (video series) – Jeremy & Tiana Wiles with Heather Kolb (Stuart, FL.: KingdomWorks Studios, 2017);

Seven Pillars of Freedom Workbook & Journal, Fourth edition – Dr. Ted Roberts (Gresham, OR: Pure Desire Ministries International, September, 2015);

The White Book – Sexaholics Anonymous Literature (Brentwood, TN: SA Literature, 2001)

How To Help your Spouse Heal from Your Affair – Linda J. MacDonald, M.S., LMFT (Gig Harbor, WA: Healing Counsel Press, 2010);

The Songs of JESUS: A Year of Daily Devotions in the Psalms – Dr. Timothy Keller with Kathy Keller (New York, NY: Penguin Random House LLC, 2015);

The Shack: Where Tragedy Confronts Eternity – Wm. Paul Young in collaboration with Wane Jacobsen & Brad Cummings (Los Angeles, CA: windblown MEDIA, 2007);

Sex, Men & GOD – Dr. Douglas Weiss, Ph.D. (Lake Mary, FL: Siloam, Charisma Media/Charisma House Book Group, 2002);

The Power of God’s Names – Dr. Tony Evans (Eugene, OR: Harvest House Publishers, 2014);

Surprised by the Power of the Spirit – Jack Deere (Grand Rapids, MI: Zondervan Publishing House, 1993);

faith in real life: Creating Community in the Park, Coffee Shop and Living Room – Mike Tatlock (Grand Rapids, MI: Zondervan, 2010)

Seven Desires – Mark and Debbie Laaser (Grand Rapids, MI: Zondervan, 2013);

The One Minute Apologist: God’s Design for Sex – Devotional – YouVersion Bible App

God’s Design for Sex – Devotional from Focus On The Family – YouVersion Bible App

Knowing God – J. I. Packer (Madison, WI.: InterVarsity Press, 2011);

Freedom in Christ, A 10-week life-Changing Discipleship Course – Neil T. Anderson & Steve Goss (Bloomington, MN.: Bethany House Publishers, 2017);

The Grace Course from Freedom in Christ Ministries – Steve Goss, Rich Miller & Jude Graham (Oxford OX2 BDR, England: Monarch Books, 2012);

WILD at HEART, Discovering the Secret of a Man’s Soul (Revised and Expanded) – John Eldredge (Nashville, TN.: Nelson Books, 2010);

Communicating For A Change – Andy Stanley and Lane Jones (New York, NY.: Multnomah, 2006);

Restoring the Fallen – Earl & Sandy Wilson, Paul & Virginia Friesen and larry & Nancy Pualson (Downers Grove, IL.: InterVarsity Press, 1997);


I was a music major in College. Music is a big deal to me. I believe music is one of God’s best gifts to us. When I was first found out and I was on my own trying to sort out what life I was going to have left, contemporary Christian music helped soften my heart to God. I actually listened to the words and they were me but with hope. It is my opinion that God has placed in this time some of the most gifted lyricists of all time. Casting Crowns. Chris Tomlin. Matthew West.  Big Daddy Weave. Zach Williams. Francesca Battistelli. He has also gifted them with the courage to write what is in their hearts, what they’ve survived, caused them to be vulnerable and admit their struggles and put it all out there in their music. To this day, Francesca’s Holy Spirit brings me to tears because it was one dark and lonely morning I heard it and truly opened my heart to the Holy Spirit. I’d given my life to Christ and was baptized when I was 15 but I had never given much credence to the Holy Spirit, let alone give Him any power. I opened my heart that day and let Him in; begged Him to come in. I allowed Him to search and cleanse every idol I’d hidden away in recesses of my heart I didn’t even know I had.

Immediately following my tearful submission to Holy Spirit’s Power, Flawless by MercyMe came on that same radio station. I used to scoff at these kinds of “coincidences” but no more. God continually moves in ways I’ve never thought possible – often using heartfelt songs by vulnerable and transparent artists who love Him. I am forever grateful for all who had anything to do with putting these songs on the air that morning.

May you be touched, softened and moved as you listen.

  • Holy Spirit by Francesca Battistelli – This song helped bring me to my very first, honest encounter with Holy Spirit, for which I will always be grateful.  Thank you, thank you!
  • Flawless by MercyMe – This song gave me an insight into the “new me” when Holy Spirit got done cleaning out all my “junk”
  • Amazing Grace (My Chains are Gone) by Chris Tomlin
  • I Will Rise by Chris Tomlin
  • Priceless by for King and Country
  • Something Greater by Matthew West
  • Broken by Matthew West
  • Loved By Mercy by Matthew West
  • Into the Light by Matthew West
  • Hello, My Name Is by Matthew West
  • Redeemed by Big Daddy Weave
  • Worn by Tenth Avenue North
  • Overwhelmed by Big Daddy Weave
  • No One Higher by Aaron Shust
  • Grace Got You by Mercy Me
  • You Say by Lauren Daigle
  • Reckless Love by Cory Asbury
  • Chain Breaker by Zach Williams
  • Your Love Defends Me by Matt Maher
  • How Great is our God by Chris Tomlin
  • What A Beautiful Name by Hillsong Worship
  • Give Me Your Eyes by Brandon Heath
  • Restored by Matthew West
  • The Father’s Song by Matt Redmond
  • No Matter What by Ryan Stevenson
  • The Breakup Song by Francesca Battistelli
  • How Many Kings? by Downhere – Wow.  Talk about the Christmas story connecting to its path to Salvation!  What an incredible heart song; (Please see the Christmas post)
  • Stand In Your Love – Bethel Music by Ethan Hulse, Josh Baldwin, Marcus R. Harris & Rita E. Springer – When fear invades my heart this is one of the best “fear-buster” songs I know.  “My fear doesn’t stand a chance when I stand in Your love” Jesus.  Amen and Amen!

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